Hope for the future
6 weeks and 2 days ago, my son Hayden Joel was born at 39 weeks. He was perfect in every way but as I held his little body I knew he wasn't there. His spirit had already made the journey to heaven that I hope to make one day. Utterly devastated, I often wonder about my hope for the future. My faith has taken a battering through all of this but I know that if I can't have hope for the future, how will I go on? I so desperately want to feel the joy of holding a healthy baby in my arms and sharing…See More

